My mom says I look happy.
My therapist says I look happy.
My friends say I am happy.
I may be happy. I may even feel hopeful sometimes.
Do happy people still think about killing themselves everyday?
To live a day without these thoughts, to make those thoughts a taboo from my mind like it should be, that would be wonderful.
As human beings, we have an instinct to live.
Mine died the moment I realized how cruel the world is.